I started running as a cheap, quick and easy way to exercise. When I played sports, I actually hated running. Typically, running was used as a punishment. After college, without a group activity, I felt a little lost . I remember seeing my neighbor running all the time; and I thought, I can do that! I put on some shorts, a cotton t-shirt, some tennis shoes and took off. Training, pacing--what's that?!? Full throttle out the door, I was huffing and puffing in no time. Hmmmmm, maybe I should slow down;)
I never thought of running as a sport back then. It was something to do to relieve stress and burn calories. I ran/jogged for several years before even hearing about "races". Running was a track event in my young mind.
My first race was incredible. I completely got caught up in the energy and excitement of the event!
I shot off the start line like a cheetah and quickly relearned my first running experience--slow down! Muscle memory did not trigger my brain/body fast enough and I thought I lost a lung by mile 2.
Everything started to cramp and I was forced to slow. Pride kept me pushing--I could not let people pass me now!
Needless, to say I was hooked.
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh--ignorance is bliss.
Of late, I have rediscovered my youthful bliss during PTC training runs. I mentioned before about a "runner's high" but this euphoric state seems illusory. However, I have found that when I run 2 hours or more, a peaceful calm occurs. I am not saying my body and legs feel awesome or anything (most of the time something aches).
Yet in this timezone, there is a spiritual transcendence.
The journey typically happens when running solo but I have found myself in the realm during quiet periods of a group run and in races (most recently, the Disney Marathon).
It is a beautiful experience and replicable versus the runner's high. Maybe it is just my brain playing tricks on me... I am curious if others have found this nirvana?
Ultra races don't always have t-shirts or medals so why would you run all day? There is no rhyme or reason.
Call me crazy and I will smile ear to ear:)
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